its been fun to work at hotel uitm s.alam since i get to learn so many things even certain peoples tell its not good there.. but i dun think so.. it is nice there... even there is something that is not so nice there like that old gay guy.. yuckkss... go tutttt urself la old man.. ahaha.. so horny la dat guy..
hmm.. but most of all, i get through all of this with support from my girlfriend(fd). but we fight a lot.. like what people like to say, aja2 fighting.. haha.. and that fight do affect my mood, behavior, and my willing to work.. i dont know why, but there will always be something dat makes me felt somthing is wrong when dat happen, my hands start to feel cold, my head feel like spinning, my heart dup dap until i can heard it outside of my chest.. just like now... wtv this feeling is, it makes me felt so weak.. myb coz i miss her dat much n make me wanna get on her nerve sometimes... dunno why but it juz make me feel closer to her.. sometimes i dun really like 4 diz to happen.. it hurts her very much...
and last week all my love sickness end when i met her after 3 months i dun see her.. only Allah knows how happy i am at that time.. every issues that we were arguing about b4 dat juz gone like dat... puffffff.. myb datz juz the case. the only solution to all our issues is for us to be in front of each other... i felt like i was dreaming back then.. juz to see her in front of me makes me wanna drop a few tears.. dat is the tears of joy.. n im speechless back then... to walk side by side with her makes me the luckiest man on earth.. ouhh.. tears start to gather as im writing this... juz the thought of being with her make me smile and at the same time make me wanna cry.. coz i noe it will be a long time b4 i can meet her again... im having love sickness at critical level i think... every seconds in my mind is always thinking of her... maybe some people think,, ahhh poyo arhh diz mamat.. mat jiwang.. haha... to all those guys, if only u guys felt what i felt..
at this exact moment, im having a fight with her... nothing much i think.. juz a few harsh words thrown at each other... n im a little upset for what she had say to me.. maybe she just doesnt know. n juz now i juz saw her pic without tudung in facebook.. she's not the one that upload that pic but still she knows about it.. i dun want to say anything to her.. coz i did remind her on that.. she is too precious 4 other man to see her aurat.. i dun like dat..
well, even im on practical, all the thing that is playing in my mind is her.. for god sake.. haha.. i love her so much.. 4ever and always.. shes the one n only... god bless u my love.. if i hurt u, im sorry.. but i do expect some apologize from you too my dear... dun be like dat song, "sorry seems to be the hardest word" as long u r sincere, i'll always accept it... juz another six weeks and im out from s.alam... ganbatte... Miss my love, friends and family... I love U (FD)
