otAk dan hatI

walawei geng... aku tw xdak sapa pnah bc blog aku kt sni.. haha,, prasan lak mcm da geng kt sni.. xpala.. biaq aku ckp sowg2 kt sni... sni ja la tmpt aku nk express sket2 prasaan aku... kt tmpt aku ni x blh nk express lbey2 dah aku duk umh sewa... tme x dak owg blh la.. haha...

aku skrg da stat prktikal.. kt hotel uitm s.alam... agak ok la.. tp sumthing is bothering my mind n my feelings... xtw la serius ke x... tp blh wt aku x mkn 1 ari gak la smlm... haha... pstu tgh mlm tu mkn gak da kwn aku ajak.. ikutkan mlas je nk mkn.. mkn angin lg bgus.. tp sbut mkn angin nie.. smlm aku p sunway pyramid... bsaq gla tmpt tu... trgamam gak tp cntrol2 gak la beb... haha... tkot trmalu kt kwn aku sowg nie.. aku x pnh p tmpt tu, nn 1st time la aku smpai tmpt tu... drive sndiri lak tu.. haha... haaa, lgu angel nga men dlm playlist aku nie.. huhu... lg la brmslah pala hotak aku nie.. ok2... smbung blk smbl lyn lgu nie.. drive sndiri g tmpt tu... mmbr aku bg drection... aku pn bwk la.. nk msuk tmpt tu pn da mcm gmpak gak la... ahahha... x biasa p katakan.. kami p ni pn sbb dya nk jmpa awek dya kt sna... aku pn fllow ja la da dya ajak..

smpai sana kami trus cri surau dlu.. yala da tolal p pon da msuk magrib kan.. n surau dya kcik gla... muat jmaah 4 owg ja nk habaq kt ampa... adoi... tmpt punya la bsaq gdabak tp surau pnya kcik... xpuas ati btoi aku... haha... tp x pala.. kami smbyg gak kt situ.. ok. abis kt situ.. pstu, kami pn truskan misi mncari awek dya lak... awek dya ni tnggu kat ice skating punya tmpt... memusing gak laa kami cri tmpt tu.. ngn ptong2 egypt dya... pergh... lg bsaq dr mid kot aku rasa... gagaga(tu pn 1st time gak aku p tme wt date ngn sapa tah).. last2 jmpa gak la.... then she asked us to skate... wtf??? do i know hw to skate??? hahah... so funny.. aku pk brpuluh kali gak la.. siap msj mak aku lg ckp myb nk skate... tp harga dya??? adoih... mahai sngt.. smpai rm30.. huhu... aku pn decide nk skate sbb nk try kan.. mmbr aku pn ye2 er kan je la.. hahha.. tp nsib bek tmpt tu nk tutup dah... so sep la duit kami yg blh tahan utk mkn seminggu kt sni... huhu.. pastu men arcade je la... aku men game blg2 bola basketball... to relive my memory of us at kuantan n mid. sebak gak tyme tu sbb aku men sowg2 sbb klu x da sowg lg kan... n aku tgk ja la mmbr aku ngn awek dya men mnda tu sma2.. nsib bek x nangis.... brkurang kurang la lg mood aku nk enjoy.. da la nk msj dya pn x dak kdit... n mcm gram gak la sblm tu ngn dya sbb tdoq lmbt pa suma tah.. hurm.. xpa.

lpas men tu p coffee bean jap... nk amik game psp kt psp adk awek dya... alih2 memory card tu sngkut dlm lptop mmbr aku nie... cuak dya.. haha.. last2 da blh bwk kuaq mnda tu corrupt plak.. aiseyh... aku pn tgk je la... kdg2 je ckp ngn spupu dowg... bdk tu patah tgn men game tmbuk2 kt arcade mna tah,... bpak klaka siot. haha... tp aku x glak pn la.. sbb mmg nga xdak prasaan pa2 pn tyme tu... sbb xdak mood sngt aku pn kol la si dya yg xdak kdit nie.. really need to hear her voice at dat particular tyme... kol2 x angkat.. xpa la.. aku pn wt2 la pk dya tnggai hp dya dlm bilik kaa kan.. nk +ve thinking la konon.. pdhal tme tu da depress gla2 dah... tyme tu aku da boring.. xdak pa nk wt.. jln2 pusing ja sunway tu... aku pn da blank tyme tu.. x blh nk pk pa dah.. yg mmbr aku ni jln ngn awek dya.. xnk la kcau daun kan.. haha... aku mmg lost gla tyme tu... after sometimes, i tried to call her again... then dye jwb, dye ckp nga tgk wayang sbb tu x angkat... aku pn pa lg.. trus tacing gak la kan... byk kli gak aku kol dya sblm tu.. x slh pn klu nk jwb sat kan.. aku ckp xpa2 trus ltak.. mmg emosi aku trgnggu mnggu nie... kna lg mcm tu lak kan.. pstu x ckp byk dah... tmpt tu pun nk ttup dah kami pn blah..

msa nk kuaq dr tmpt tu pn blh jam kan... adoi... stgh jam gak nk la lpas kuaq.. aku drive lg.. tp xksah sngt laaa... aku pn drive laa... nga2 drive tu keta tu wt hal... tiba enjin mati.. nk kata enjen sjuk x gak.. aku pn da stat cuak tp wt2 x cuak... x blh blah.... hhaha.. aku pn drive la gak slow2... x slowg la sngt.. smpai s.alam keta tu wt hal lg... tkan minyak x jln2 gak.. siap mnda pa dah yg meletop... gla la wehh... x pnh pn jd kt aku... da la tgh2 mlm... klu sngkut kt stu x tw la pa nk jd... bla da check2 blk x dak pa pn... aku pn smbung drive,.. mmbr aku ni suh psang emergency signal.. haha.. da mcm vip lak.. tp mmg kami cuak la tyme tu,... da la mmg x tw sngt bab2 keta nie... tw lanyak ja... pstu alhamdulillah la smpai gak...

hmm... aku post blog ni pn sbb mnda ni mcm interesting gak la... even aku tw xdak spa pn yg bca nie sja aku post gak.. mcm aku cita kt laptop aku nie laa.. aku nk cita kt si dya tu da la x dak kdit.. n wt aku mcm sakit ati lak kan... klu x suma aku cta kt dya jaaa.. x yah la aku nk pos kt blog nie... hahaha... gla arhh aku ni aku rasa.. k la.. daaa... nk wt buku log lak nie.. esk last day aku kt department coffee house,... huhu.. sdey... msuk central kitchen lak pasni.. dgr kata kt situ da staff yg gay... alahai... tawakal ja la aku nnt.. bismillahitawakalhuallalah..... assalamualaikum... u r my only one...

Mist of Miss

Tonight I am all alone
on this couch with my laptop
while messaging her
talking about our time together

there is a mist surrounding me
a mist of miss
it causes my tears of sadness
to run down my cheeks and chin

I am missing her a lot
day by day this mist is getting thicker
i do not know where to run anymore
this mist is killing me

do not know when will we meet again
maybe in 5 months
but can i survive for that long
only me and myself will know

one thing is for sure
i will hold on to her no matter what
even I have to wait for another thousand years
cause I love her

Blur Confusion

What happen between us tonight?
I don't even realize what did really happen
At first it was all flowers and rainbows
In the end only blur and confusion surround us

we were talking and joking
suddenly all turn to blue and gray
I don't know what to do now
this blur is confusing me

i don't want to make her cry again
don't want to make her punch wall again
enough i said
i don't want to hurt her anymore

maybe i was destined to live alone
so that i dun have to hurt anyone
every night my tears are dropping
without any reasons and onions

i am slowly closing my eyes
hoping that this mist of confusion will disappear
in this darkness of night
i will disappear

ari emo sedunia....(smlm)

huhuhuhuuhuhuu.... i guess dat headline is not for everyone... aku sowg je... waaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... xtw ar pehal la smlm jiwa aku kacau truk... sucks!!! myb sbb smlm tu aku de test akaun yg mcm haram aku xdpt jwb... rse bodow gle... nk wt test tu sram sjuk tgn aku nk mnjwbnye,,, da lme akuk x seram sjuk ble jwb test ni... last aku jt mcm tu tme aku jwb spm.. aku seram sejuk ble aku x pham pe yg aku wt n x blh jwb satu2 exam tu...

esknye aku terus dmam... then got a sms, morning my lovey... tme tu aku da rse ok... tp tah pe la yg jd... tgh hari tu msing2 jd xde mood.. every seconds i spent yesterday evening feel like i wanna die... xtw pe yg jd ngn aku smlm... sng sngt nk tacing... pdhal da lme dah aku x jd mcm tu... feel so guilty, stupid n shit!!! huhu.... mlm pun mcm tu gak... x bls msj pn aku nk kecoh???? fuck me... smlm mmg aku gle... pg ni bwu aku sdr sume tu... im gonna call her later.. lpas sidai bju... nsib bek laaa aku x wt gle ngn kwn2 aku... ngn final exam mndatang pe sume ni... mcm ni la jdnye.. adoi... tp yg jd mngsa si dye... im so sorry... believe me i wouldnt do anything to hurt u... its all bcoz of me...

skrg ni aku rse x puas ati ngn diri sendiri... rse nk hntuk2 pala kt dinding pn ade. td lpas bsuh bju aku lmpat sowg2 dlm bilik mcm owg gla.... rumate aku sume xde dlm bilik.. hope sngt time lompat2 tu aku slip jtuh n koma... hahha... x yah la nk face pressure ni sume... n i dun hve to hurt her again.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... T_T

FFF...

Final final final...tu ar mksud fff tu... x lme da ni... aku akaun pn kucar kacir lg... math pn lbeh kurang... ngn prktikal pn senyap je... xde notice pe2 pn... sakit kepala mcm ni... adoiii... jiwa kacau... tekanan... huhu... test result pn trok... haiya,... xtw npe sem ni... sume serabut.. celaru... cobaan....

aku bwu2 ni de msuk open tournament chess... bapak tercabar... n humble gle ngn bdk2 yg msuk tournament tu.... korg bayangkan bdk2 yg msuk ramai skul rendah... lwn ngn bdk2 ipt n owg tua... mnang lak tu... haha.. klu owg yg x tw mnde2 ni mmg agak klaka la... tp aku mmg respek gle dowg... tabik spring beb... naib johan dpt bdk pmpuan umo 8 taun x slap aku... comel gle... bangga mak bapak budak tu...

nxt sem gue da prktikal... gudbye uitm dungun... mmbr2... sume la yg knal aku kt uitm ni... makcik cleaner, umi, mama, sume mmg bez... n yg plg bez aku xmaw sebut spe... klu dye bce dye tw la kot... yg knpem bkn ko acab... haha...

FFF...

AArrggHHH.. (marah2)

ni aku nk cte psl smlm... kt kitchen.. x tw la npe sem ni aku asyik wt slack je dlm kitchen... mcm2 la xkne. wt ni x kne wt tu x kne. pastu kne maki hamun ngn si katek kerek tu lg... pergh... aku smlm hilang sbr jap... bkn pe. aku in charge jge vege... then 1st time wt overcooked coz aku lpe nk check.. xpe la yg tu aku blh time coz mmg slah aku. then 2nd time wt aku xtw spe yg msukkan sbb aku nga wt kje len tme tu.. ingat nnt nk wt.. then cod(chef of the day) tnye aku da check vege ke.. tgk2 dah ade owg msukkan dlm steamer tu.. check2 sket lg nk overcooked. dah tu kne mrh lak ngn cod... mmg ar F^&)... aku xtw pe pn.. rpenye de la malaun ni yg letak.. cod pn berleter aku jgn harap owg tlg kte... lorh... aku x suh tlg pn.. aku mmg nk wt mnde tu.. yg sibuk pehal.. da wt tu gtaw la len kali... yg ko senyap pehal... mcm SIAL... cod pn kerek semcm... nk kte slah aku n jgn slahkan owg len.. pk ar dlu weh... klu ko kne mcm tu bwu ko tw... smlm nsib x de aku ngamuk tol2... kowg nk tgk aku ngamuk wt laaa... ingat aku huha xde nk mrh2 blh nk pijak pale... g ar MAM...

KEserAbuTAn...

perghhh... serabut gler sem nie... aku pn lg serabut... sume owg serabut sem ni.. ngn fnal nk dekat. stdy week pn de... pasni result jtuh jgn slahkan student. slahkan uitm sendiri.. pndai2 x bg stdy week pehal.. gggrrrhhh...

pg td aku bwu lpas presentation ctu(Pnddikan Islam). actually aku sdikit bngga ngn diri aku sbb pg td aku present agak bez laa.. wlaupun ckp laju sket tp still aku rase mcm aku present ngn elok. klu sblm ni aku present bce je tp pg td aku present spontan.. smooth jer.. ntah mne aku dpt skill present mcm tu pn aku x taw. berdebar pn x sngt. hahahaa... bangge2...

tp skrg nga tensen blk nk siapkan menu utk malaysian cuisine n asaimen2 lain... da la weekend ni kne msak untk dnner lg... mmg x rest lngsung la mnggu ni.. arggghhhh... test ctu lg, presentation ro lg.. mmg nk bnuh bdk2 sem 3 ni... tp xpe la.. as long she is wif me i dun mind... hihi.... rse mcm nk ehem2 trus je pas abis diploma.. tp x bole... aku da jnji ngn mak aku kne smbung degree sblm kje ke ehem2 ke.. haha... so sabo je la... kne dpt redha mak tu yg pnting... neway aku mlm ni nk discuss menu ngn member2... k ahh.. nk mndi... chow shin chan...!! ^_^

RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kejap gle siot da 1 syawal... huhu... xpuas lngsung puase (Mayb sbb x g trawih kot).. haha..
neway 1st day of syawal ni agak pnat kot utk aku. plan ari ni nk raya ngn adk angkat aku.. pas smyg raya dlm pkl 11 aku kuar nk g amik dye... bajet dlm 45 minit bole smpai laa... tp kowg tw aku amik mse bpe lme??? 3 jam wehhh... huhu... bole lak sesat. nk kol pn xbole sbb line bz gle rini... pergh... klu tol2 bole smpai kl da kot... haha... so xpe la..

laz2 smpai gak umh dye lpaz 3 jam tu... pastu tnye nk g mne dlu.. ANEKA.. ahahah... bkn pe, sbb nk tgk wayang.. haha..x pnah aku wt. owg raye g jln2 raye umh owg. tp kami g tgk wayang... final destination4. i giv 3 stars laaa... x bpe gmpak sngt. neway bole tahan... sjuk gle babun dlm tu.. ngn aku pkai bju mlayu 1 suit. dye pkai bju kurung.. haha... ceyez x bole blah..... the gerak g umh aku lak..

smpai je umh aku lepak2 borak2.. dye tnye mak aku sporting ke x?? sgan la katakan.. 1st time aku bwk blk pmpuan kt umh aku... haha.. neway she juz my sis lorh.. pastu mkn2, dye lak blh gayut ngn mmbr dye... tp xpe la. lauk pn mmg da sjuk. pas mkn tu aku anta la dye blk. adk aku yg btol pn ikut skali... aku pn drive laaaa..

blh plak jam tme nk anta dye blk tu.. tbe2 gak blh rse nk trkcing.. tp x pe aku tahan... pas je anta dye blk aku pecut.. adk aku tkot aku bwk kete... hahaha... sbb nk rush blk umh nk lpas hajat... yg x tahan adk aku pn nk trkcing skali... lol... lg la aku pcut.. smpai je umh trus kami cri tndas dlu... 45 mnit tahan... pergh.... skrg ni nga pnat gle... esk myb kuar ag... so aku nk rest la mlm ni... da ngntoK daaa... k... bye2... ps: an angel wear a green dress today.... so pretty... really deserve to b an angel.... xoXO

I'm hOme n I diD iT..... lallaala

smpai gak aku kt umah... aku bwu smpai ni.... trus on9... hahaha....
cuti raya ni bnyk siot kje nk kna siapkan... adoyai... tp xpe. mnde2 tu blh settle.
u guys want to what did i do???? hoho.... its all happen on dat night. 10.40pm. tuesday, 15/9/2009.
the details cannot be told here lorh.... bia la tersemat dlm memori pala otak ku ini... Hohoho..

im so happy n im glad she is happy. tp sdey gak sbb x blh raya skali. hhuhu... we have our own familly. what to do. i wish 4 her to enjoy herself n no need to b sad this syawal... k my angel... ;)

neway, I wish u all seLamAt Hari Raya AidilfITri, MaaF zAhr Dan Batin... rjIn2 la Dtg Umh. seriously... k daaaaa

pEnaT

mnggu ni pnat glew aku... mcm2 asaimen n hal aku kne wat. smlm laaa... kne jd cod lak.. otak pun dah biol... dgn test akaun ngn RO lg... pergh... mnguju stamina tol bln2 pose ni.. nsib la kuat iman nk tahan pose. hahaha..

tu je la nk cte kot. sje nk update blog... trgendala sementara wktu.. n diz is 4 dat special sum one.. jz hold on k. im waiting 4 the ryte moment and i want dat moment to b special last 4ever till the end. keyh... im goin hoMe next weekk... yeah!!!

pEnaT

mnggu ni pnat glew aku... mcm2 asaimen n hal aku kne wat. smlm laaa... kne jd cod lak.. otak pun dah biol... dgn test akaun ngn RO lg... pergh... mnguju stamina tol bln2 pose ni.. nsib la kuat iman nk tahan pose. hahaha..

tu je la nk cte kot. sje nk update blog... trgendala sementara wktu.. n diz is 4 dat special sum one.. jz hold on k. im waiting 4 the ryte moment and i want dat moment to b special last 4ever till the end. keyh... im goin hoMe next weekk... yeah!!!

keliru

konpius...

H1N1 holiDay.... (suckS)

adoyai... bwink gla cuti ni... cuti yg tidak dirancang... mmg la xde plan pe2 nk buat kt umah... TEKANAN!!! rsa mcm sia2 cuti kali ni... huhu... duk umah mkn, 0n9, tgk tb n tdow... mcm zomba dah gaya aku... bek xyah cuti cmni.. x saba rsa nk blk dungun... hhoho... plan bnyk trgndala sbb cuti nih... waaaarghhh... fine dine wif her laaa plan yg aku rse dtg skali skala je. tp jd mcm ni lak.. haiya... H1N1...!!!!!!!!!!! sucks

seriously there is nothing 4 me to tell about 4 the time being... hopefully diz h1n1 will be gone in no time. huhu.... h1n1 go away... come again in the next 1000o years...

ThiRD semEster....

hohoho... It has been months since I posted my last blog for my BEL assignment. Now this page is officially casual for me to post anything. boleh arr type dlm bm. hahhaa...

sekarang aku dah masuk sem 3 kat uitm dungun ni. memang x blh bayang la mcm mna penat aku n da geng sem 3 ni. kelas pack gle kot. ari ahad je pun yang ok sket. klu x mmg x smpat nk online pn. huhu... tp satu je yang aku suke pasal semester 3 ni. i get to know, see, eat and go out with somebody. she is the one dat makes my day better. tp dmam gak la sbb pnat sngt. tp aku x ksah sbb aku dpt knal dye dlm kserabutan ni.

tp dlm ske2 tu msti ade gak kan yg duka. aku actually x reti nk romantik2. n aku x blh nk paham somebody tu. kdg2 tu relation kami agak dingin. klu tme jmpe ok tp dlm msj or callig msti ade mcm nk gado. im not able 2 read test msg properly 4 example. ble tnye skali lg mcm nk mrh.. myb aku ni mmg lmbab kot bab2 nie. n satu lg aku ni ade msalah pndengaran orgnya. huhu.. ble ckp dlm fon aku mmg ssh nk dgr. mmg srba kekurangan la aku ni snang cte.

we are planning on being serious about this relation. But sometimes I dont think I am fit to be hers. from my sight she is too perfect. even though she say S but came out 'ASH'. so cute man. lol... really happy to be around her. for the time being i just pray to god to ask HIM that we could be together. maybe some people think im jiwang kaparat tp ni la yg aku rasa dlm ati aku skrg.. seriously. i hope with her being around she can be an inspiration 2 me to get through this third semester. dan moga ni mrupakan jodoh dari tuhan bkn dr jin atau syaitan. AMIn....

all the best to all my friends..

PS: RAYA ni mai Umah aku weh... hahahha.... spesel aku masak kt hampa suma.. :D

What I would like to do in 5 years???

Nobody can predict the future unless that somebody has a special talent or something. As for me, I still cannot see my future even it is my second semester here at UiTM Dungun but I hope my future will be something like what I will tell later.

In 5 years from now, I think maybe I will already finish my study with my diploma, degree and master insyaAllah. Master??? Perhaps not yet. Still early for my master I guess. Besides that, at that time I will find a work for me to support myself and family and make a saving for the future which includes marry budget and etc. Other than that, I hope I find my dream women of my life at that time and continue to live with her happily ever after like a fairytale but we all know that life is not easy and perfect in a fairytale. There must be a obstacles that we have to face in our life. so it is all depend on all mighty god Allah S.W.T..

I wish for my future to be full of light and joy. So everyday I keep thinking what will happen tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and so on. I hope I will be a succesful man in life that enjoy his life to the fullest.

We live our life for a short period and we do not know when we will we depart from this world and enter the realm of the death. So, cherish our life when we still have the chance.

My dream women??? ;P

Women??? Which man in this world that can live without a women??? for me, women is one of the essential needs in my life after marriage of course. My heart in the past was broken but I still hope for my correct dream women to show up for me.

The characteristics of my dream women first she must be a muslim and it does not matter to me if she is a malay, chinese or indian. Second, she needs to have a good manner and respect my parents for they are my everything. Other than that, she must be a nice person and not only that she shows her kindness at the outside but she is kind in the inside also insyaAllah. Last but not least, I hope I can find the most beautiful women in this world ad my dream women and in the addition, the women that ilve the most is the prettiest women on the earth.

I may find this dream women eventually. All I can do for now is to wait for her and dream about her in my dream and in my reality. Fin...

The best thing that has ever happened to my life

All humans have the experience that they will forever remember. As for me, the best thing that had happened to my life is to be chosen to enter the 'Program Latihan Khidmat Negara' (PLKN). Initially I am frustrated and sad because the government chose me instead of other hundred thousands students but deep down in my heart I felt happy and I did not know why I felt like that. On 29th Dicember 2007 I departed to my training centre at Baling, Kedah. My feelings were mix at that time. There too many emotions in my heart and too many thoughts in my mind.

As I arrived, I was thinking about the three months that I will go through in this training centre. "Am I going to be train as a soldier and are the days will be like in hell everyday?", I said to myself. I kept thinking about things and what kind of persons will I meet. Luckily I met my schoolmate, Uzair is his name and he is such a kind and religious man. We were in the same training center and we talked with each other on the first day. We did not satisfied because of the fact we were chosen. Sigh...

As time passed by, little by little I started to enjoy the life as a trainee in this training center. I met many friends and they became my comrades . the things that we were trained in here are how to survive in the jungle and what to do if our country is attack and conquer. Other than that, we also learned march and 'Tempur Tanpa Senjata'(TTS). As I have some experiences in marching while at high school, I helped to train my friends and we got second place in marching competition. I was in the Charlie company or known as Harimau Baling. I am really proud of my company and myself because we get second place. Everyone was happy.

We also learned orienteering which is the activity to walk in the jungle guided only by a compass. We walked in the jungle in the day and night and it was an experience that I will never forget in my life. Besides that, we learned a lot of useful skills and things such as how to use flying fox, kayaking and how to handle a M16. Unfortunately, I did not get the opportunity to ride on the flying fox as I was to busy with the marching squad. Handling the M16 is the most valuable experience in my life. Not everyone has the opportunity to do what I did on that time. It was such a pleasure to fire the M16. The sensation of the recoil of the gun and the smell of the gunpowder at that time is the most best feeling I had ever had in my life. It was so sensational.

It was so fun until the very end. The last night at the training center perhaps was the best night we had ever had for the past 3 months as there performances from us but it was also the saddest when it comes to the time to say goodbye to my friends and the trainers especially Tok Misai. He is our head trainer and I will never ever forget him. Thank you Tok Misai also known as Cikgu Yusof. Thanks for everything. Kem Baling Berani will always be in my mind... T_T

What I would like to change about myself?

When my lecturer had asked us to post this third entry I started to imagine what I would like to change about myself. I have no idea. I think I like the way I am now and I do not want to change anything at all about myself but still she wants this topic to be posted as our third entry. I will try to think what I would like to change about myself. hurmmmm...

Maybe I would like to change my lifestyle. If before this I am a happy go lucky person perhaps I want to be more serious in all the things that I will do in the future. Maybe after I finish my studies I will change back my behavior. Depend on the conditions in the future. I choose to change my lifestyle because I think it is time to make a change in my life and transform into a better man.

Besides that, I would like to buy a brand new PS3 to be added in my life. With PS3, I can enjoy my life better as I can play the PS3 instead of watching television and hang out at the shopping complex. Even worser I would spend the whole day by sleeping in my bed and increase my weight.

I think that is all what I like to change about myself but I am not sure about the future.

How do I spend my holiday

Holiday has come again. I was patiently waiting for the moment I reached my home. On 23rd of January 2009 I reached my home. I was really tired and fell asleep for the entire day and woke up in the middle of the night. After that long slumber, I watched HBO and fell asleep again.

On the next day, I simply did nothing but watched television and surfed the internet for the entire day. Of course I took my lunch and dinner but no breakfast as I woke up at 12 noon. My holiday really start after the third day of Chinese New Year when my friend Lim Jean Shien asked me to play badminton with him in the morning.

We played for almost three hours and I was really exhausted. When we finished with badminton we continued with bowling for two rounda. On that day for the first time I beat him on bowling for both rounds. I was quite proud of myself because he was in a bowling team back when we were in school. Then my other friends gave him a call said that they wanted to meet us. So, he and I went back home to take a bath and went back to the shopping center to meet them.

After a refreshing shower, I met my friends back at the shopping center. We were just hanging out at a restaurant and had lunch there. After that, one of my friend asked us to play snooker but even him did not know how to play. We just laughed and agreed to play. We just enjoyed that moment and had a good laugh together. When we were just about to leave my friend Lim gave us AngPau from her mother. Then we said goodbye to each other and farewell.

The next day, my other two friends, Mun and Acap asked me to go to our school to take our SPM certificate and our school magazine but maybe it was not our day we did not get the SPM certificate. Luckily we got the school magazine and met our teachers. To meet our teachers again meant so much to me and we had a good chat. Then we met our juniors we missed them so much. We are almost like brothers for each other. It is time to say goodbye and hopefully we will meet again in the future.

Today I am back at UiTM Dungun and it felt like I have never gone home and meet my family, friends, teachers and juniors. One thing for sure I know, I did met them and they are in my mind and my heart even though I am far away from home. I am going to miss them until my heart has lost its beats.

My Experience Being a UiTMT Student for One Semester

As I took my first step into UiTMT, I can feel some kind of energy flowing through my body. My body was sweating because of this excitement entered a university for the first time as a student and not as a visitor. After I have done with my registration, i unpacked my stuffs from car and moved it to my room. The room was not what like I expect at all. It was quite average. My life as a student of diploma in culinary art in UiTMT began.

For one whole week we need to attend this program that they call 'Minggu Mesra Siswa'. The activities made us so tired. the activities started early in the morning and ended late at night. We were tortured for that one whole week. So sad and tired. After that week, our lecture started but before that we need to check for the schedule at the notice board. The next morning my class started.

I was quite excited as I entered the first class. Then I moved on to the next class and so on. i can say my days are just like that for the whole semester. Of course sometimes I hang out with my friends at Teluk Gadong or at Dungun. Then, the day I was waiting for the entire semester came without warning. The final examination week.

It was quite stressful actually. especially for the french language subject. I was worried about my french. I am not quite good at that subject. Nothing I can do but just understand what I can and prayed to Allah. I am not worry so much about other subjects. Finally, my last paper. Food Hygiene. I cannot wait to finish that paper and go home to meet my parents and my PS2 game console. Miss them so much.

I think that are all the experiences that i get from last semester. If there are something else I miss perhaps I add it later. but until then, assalamualaikum...

live your live to the fullest..... =D