ari emo sedunia....(smlm)

huhuhuhuuhuhuu.... i guess dat headline is not for everyone... aku sowg je... waaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... xtw ar pehal la smlm jiwa aku kacau truk... sucks!!! myb sbb smlm tu aku de test akaun yg mcm haram aku xdpt jwb... rse bodow gle... nk wt test tu sram sjuk tgn aku nk mnjwbnye,,, da lme akuk x seram sjuk ble jwb test ni... last aku jt mcm tu tme aku jwb spm.. aku seram sejuk ble aku x pham pe yg aku wt n x blh jwb satu2 exam tu...

esknye aku terus dmam... then got a sms, morning my lovey... tme tu aku da rse ok... tp tah pe la yg jd... tgh hari tu msing2 jd xde mood.. every seconds i spent yesterday evening feel like i wanna die... xtw pe yg jd ngn aku smlm... sng sngt nk tacing... pdhal da lme dah aku x jd mcm tu... feel so guilty, stupid n shit!!! huhu.... mlm pun mcm tu gak... x bls msj pn aku nk kecoh???? fuck me... smlm mmg aku gle... pg ni bwu aku sdr sume tu... im gonna call her later.. lpas sidai bju... nsib bek laaa aku x wt gle ngn kwn2 aku... ngn final exam mndatang pe sume ni... mcm ni la jdnye.. adoi... tp yg jd mngsa si dye... im so sorry... believe me i wouldnt do anything to hurt u... its all bcoz of me...

skrg ni aku rse x puas ati ngn diri sendiri... rse nk hntuk2 pala kt dinding pn ade. td lpas bsuh bju aku lmpat sowg2 dlm bilik mcm owg gla.... rumate aku sume xde dlm bilik.. hope sngt time lompat2 tu aku slip jtuh n koma... hahha... x yah la nk face pressure ni sume... n i dun hve to hurt her again.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... T_T