H1N1 holiDay.... (suckS)

adoyai... bwink gla cuti ni... cuti yg tidak dirancang... mmg la xde plan pe2 nk buat kt umah... TEKANAN!!! rsa mcm sia2 cuti kali ni... huhu... duk umah mkn, 0n9, tgk tb n tdow... mcm zomba dah gaya aku... bek xyah cuti cmni.. x saba rsa nk blk dungun... hhoho... plan bnyk trgndala sbb cuti nih... waaaarghhh... fine dine wif her laaa plan yg aku rse dtg skali skala je. tp jd mcm ni lak.. haiya... H1N1...!!!!!!!!!!! sucks

seriously there is nothing 4 me to tell about 4 the time being... hopefully diz h1n1 will be gone in no time. huhu.... h1n1 go away... come again in the next 1000o years...

ThiRD semEster....

hohoho... It has been months since I posted my last blog for my BEL assignment. Now this page is officially casual for me to post anything. boleh arr type dlm bm. hahhaa...

sekarang aku dah masuk sem 3 kat uitm dungun ni. memang x blh bayang la mcm mna penat aku n da geng sem 3 ni. kelas pack gle kot. ari ahad je pun yang ok sket. klu x mmg x smpat nk online pn. huhu... tp satu je yang aku suke pasal semester 3 ni. i get to know, see, eat and go out with somebody. she is the one dat makes my day better. tp dmam gak la sbb pnat sngt. tp aku x ksah sbb aku dpt knal dye dlm kserabutan ni.

tp dlm ske2 tu msti ade gak kan yg duka. aku actually x reti nk romantik2. n aku x blh nk paham somebody tu. kdg2 tu relation kami agak dingin. klu tme jmpe ok tp dlm msj or callig msti ade mcm nk gado. im not able 2 read test msg properly 4 example. ble tnye skali lg mcm nk mrh.. myb aku ni mmg lmbab kot bab2 nie. n satu lg aku ni ade msalah pndengaran orgnya. huhu.. ble ckp dlm fon aku mmg ssh nk dgr. mmg srba kekurangan la aku ni snang cte.

we are planning on being serious about this relation. But sometimes I dont think I am fit to be hers. from my sight she is too perfect. even though she say S but came out 'ASH'. so cute man. lol... really happy to be around her. for the time being i just pray to god to ask HIM that we could be together. maybe some people think im jiwang kaparat tp ni la yg aku rasa dlm ati aku skrg.. seriously. i hope with her being around she can be an inspiration 2 me to get through this third semester. dan moga ni mrupakan jodoh dari tuhan bkn dr jin atau syaitan. AMIn....

all the best to all my friends..

PS: RAYA ni mai Umah aku weh... hahahha.... spesel aku masak kt hampa suma.. :D

What I would like to do in 5 years???

Nobody can predict the future unless that somebody has a special talent or something. As for me, I still cannot see my future even it is my second semester here at UiTM Dungun but I hope my future will be something like what I will tell later.

In 5 years from now, I think maybe I will already finish my study with my diploma, degree and master insyaAllah. Master??? Perhaps not yet. Still early for my master I guess. Besides that, at that time I will find a work for me to support myself and family and make a saving for the future which includes marry budget and etc. Other than that, I hope I find my dream women of my life at that time and continue to live with her happily ever after like a fairytale but we all know that life is not easy and perfect in a fairytale. There must be a obstacles that we have to face in our life. so it is all depend on all mighty god Allah S.W.T..

I wish for my future to be full of light and joy. So everyday I keep thinking what will happen tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and so on. I hope I will be a succesful man in life that enjoy his life to the fullest.

We live our life for a short period and we do not know when we will we depart from this world and enter the realm of the death. So, cherish our life when we still have the chance.

My dream women??? ;P

Women??? Which man in this world that can live without a women??? for me, women is one of the essential needs in my life after marriage of course. My heart in the past was broken but I still hope for my correct dream women to show up for me.

The characteristics of my dream women first she must be a muslim and it does not matter to me if she is a malay, chinese or indian. Second, she needs to have a good manner and respect my parents for they are my everything. Other than that, she must be a nice person and not only that she shows her kindness at the outside but she is kind in the inside also insyaAllah. Last but not least, I hope I can find the most beautiful women in this world ad my dream women and in the addition, the women that ilve the most is the prettiest women on the earth.

I may find this dream women eventually. All I can do for now is to wait for her and dream about her in my dream and in my reality. Fin...

The best thing that has ever happened to my life

All humans have the experience that they will forever remember. As for me, the best thing that had happened to my life is to be chosen to enter the 'Program Latihan Khidmat Negara' (PLKN). Initially I am frustrated and sad because the government chose me instead of other hundred thousands students but deep down in my heart I felt happy and I did not know why I felt like that. On 29th Dicember 2007 I departed to my training centre at Baling, Kedah. My feelings were mix at that time. There too many emotions in my heart and too many thoughts in my mind.

As I arrived, I was thinking about the three months that I will go through in this training centre. "Am I going to be train as a soldier and are the days will be like in hell everyday?", I said to myself. I kept thinking about things and what kind of persons will I meet. Luckily I met my schoolmate, Uzair is his name and he is such a kind and religious man. We were in the same training center and we talked with each other on the first day. We did not satisfied because of the fact we were chosen. Sigh...

As time passed by, little by little I started to enjoy the life as a trainee in this training center. I met many friends and they became my comrades . the things that we were trained in here are how to survive in the jungle and what to do if our country is attack and conquer. Other than that, we also learned march and 'Tempur Tanpa Senjata'(TTS). As I have some experiences in marching while at high school, I helped to train my friends and we got second place in marching competition. I was in the Charlie company or known as Harimau Baling. I am really proud of my company and myself because we get second place. Everyone was happy.

We also learned orienteering which is the activity to walk in the jungle guided only by a compass. We walked in the jungle in the day and night and it was an experience that I will never forget in my life. Besides that, we learned a lot of useful skills and things such as how to use flying fox, kayaking and how to handle a M16. Unfortunately, I did not get the opportunity to ride on the flying fox as I was to busy with the marching squad. Handling the M16 is the most valuable experience in my life. Not everyone has the opportunity to do what I did on that time. It was such a pleasure to fire the M16. The sensation of the recoil of the gun and the smell of the gunpowder at that time is the most best feeling I had ever had in my life. It was so sensational.

It was so fun until the very end. The last night at the training center perhaps was the best night we had ever had for the past 3 months as there performances from us but it was also the saddest when it comes to the time to say goodbye to my friends and the trainers especially Tok Misai. He is our head trainer and I will never ever forget him. Thank you Tok Misai also known as Cikgu Yusof. Thanks for everything. Kem Baling Berani will always be in my mind... T_T

What I would like to change about myself?

When my lecturer had asked us to post this third entry I started to imagine what I would like to change about myself. I have no idea. I think I like the way I am now and I do not want to change anything at all about myself but still she wants this topic to be posted as our third entry. I will try to think what I would like to change about myself. hurmmmm...

Maybe I would like to change my lifestyle. If before this I am a happy go lucky person perhaps I want to be more serious in all the things that I will do in the future. Maybe after I finish my studies I will change back my behavior. Depend on the conditions in the future. I choose to change my lifestyle because I think it is time to make a change in my life and transform into a better man.

Besides that, I would like to buy a brand new PS3 to be added in my life. With PS3, I can enjoy my life better as I can play the PS3 instead of watching television and hang out at the shopping complex. Even worser I would spend the whole day by sleeping in my bed and increase my weight.

I think that is all what I like to change about myself but I am not sure about the future.

How do I spend my holiday

Holiday has come again. I was patiently waiting for the moment I reached my home. On 23rd of January 2009 I reached my home. I was really tired and fell asleep for the entire day and woke up in the middle of the night. After that long slumber, I watched HBO and fell asleep again.

On the next day, I simply did nothing but watched television and surfed the internet for the entire day. Of course I took my lunch and dinner but no breakfast as I woke up at 12 noon. My holiday really start after the third day of Chinese New Year when my friend Lim Jean Shien asked me to play badminton with him in the morning.

We played for almost three hours and I was really exhausted. When we finished with badminton we continued with bowling for two rounda. On that day for the first time I beat him on bowling for both rounds. I was quite proud of myself because he was in a bowling team back when we were in school. Then my other friends gave him a call said that they wanted to meet us. So, he and I went back home to take a bath and went back to the shopping center to meet them.

After a refreshing shower, I met my friends back at the shopping center. We were just hanging out at a restaurant and had lunch there. After that, one of my friend asked us to play snooker but even him did not know how to play. We just laughed and agreed to play. We just enjoyed that moment and had a good laugh together. When we were just about to leave my friend Lim gave us AngPau from her mother. Then we said goodbye to each other and farewell.

The next day, my other two friends, Mun and Acap asked me to go to our school to take our SPM certificate and our school magazine but maybe it was not our day we did not get the SPM certificate. Luckily we got the school magazine and met our teachers. To meet our teachers again meant so much to me and we had a good chat. Then we met our juniors we missed them so much. We are almost like brothers for each other. It is time to say goodbye and hopefully we will meet again in the future.

Today I am back at UiTM Dungun and it felt like I have never gone home and meet my family, friends, teachers and juniors. One thing for sure I know, I did met them and they are in my mind and my heart even though I am far away from home. I am going to miss them until my heart has lost its beats.